My Family & Me


Ahahaha.. you know whatt..

Kadang gua pikir selain nulis.. gua perlu ngebaca2 apa yang gua tulis, hihihi.. karena terkadaaangg.. within time.. the “message” dari apa yang dulu pernah gua tulis itu bisa jadi masih “berlaku” untuk situasi yang gua hadapi sekarang :p

Ada untungnya juga gua bikin backup blog buat Blogdrive, jadii.. sambil copas postingan2 lamaa ke blog baru di WordPress.. gua jadi baca2 lagee apa yang dulu pernah gua tulis and kadang pas baca jadi suka ber-oohh wooww.. dulu kayanya gua lebih “bijaksana” dibanding sekarang yang lebih sering nyungsep, wakakakakak :p

And here’s another old post I want to share with you 🙂

Dari blog gua di Blogdrive :

http://living-in-wonderland.blogdrive.com/comments?id=69

Original post ini tanggal 23 February 2009 and I guess this is another “message” untuk menguatkan gua di saat gua sedang lemah, hehehe..

You know khan.. the right message will come to the right person at the right time?

Soo.. maybe sekarang waktu buat gua untuk mendapatkan kembali pesan yang dulu pernah gua tulis untuk diri gua sendiri, ahahahaha 😀

~.*.~

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Sabtu, 21 Maret 2009

Hmm..

Actually, I’ve been meaning to write about another topic buat postingan kali ini.

Tapi lagi2 harus tertunda karena ya ‘boo, gua ngga tau musti ngebahas apa tentang topik itu, hahaha :p

Soo..

Berhubung mentok, tadi pagi gua nonton film aja dhe, kali ini yang dapat giliran adalah filmnya Leonardo di Caprio & Kate Winslet, film berjudul ‘Revolutionary Road’.

Ada yang udah pernah nonton?

And after seeing this movie, I realized something..

Emang bener mendingan gua tuh jangan baca2 review tentang suatu film sebelum nonton filmnya, hahaha..

Karena ada salah satu blogger yang nulis di blognya kalau dia nangis2 nonton nih film.

Jadinyaa..

Instead of focusing on the movie itself, gua malah sibuk menerka2 bagian mana seeh yang bikin dia sampai nangis2, hihihi :p

Faktor itu ditambah faktor subtitle yang ngga match ama apa yang diomongin sehingga terpaksa di-off-in, masalahnyaa..

Kalau ngga ada subtitle gini maaahh bisa mati gaya nontonnya, hahaha, secara gua jadi ga bisa sepenuhnya ngerti cerita filmnya :p

Anywayy..

Karena faktor2 di atas, I might miss the things yang mustinya bisa gua pelajari dari film ini.

Tapi satu yang ngga luput gua dapatkan dari film ini adalah mengenai..

A cry for help..

Yupp.. That’s the thing I learn from this movie ^o^

How oftentimes we missed other’s cry for help and they miss ours.

Iya, jeritan putus asa terselubung yang mungkin terkadang kita lontarkan tanpa sadar.

Dengan harapan agar mereka yang mendengarnya cukup sensitif untuk tau bahwa kita sedang minta tolong.

Itu yang gua tangkap dari tokoh April yang diperankan Kate Winslet.

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Ohh myy..

Why couldn’t you see that tears were falling down her eyes?

I know I know that it might make you feel uneasy to deal with your emotions.

You might as well feel helpless for not being able to wipe those tears away.

But it’s not about you anymore, it’s about her.

Why couldn’t you, for once in your life, just be a comfort for her.

Let her cry in your arms.

Let her know that whatever things she was feeling at the moment, she would always have you to be by her side.

Why couldn’t you just let her have her tears?!

But instead.. you told her to go to sleep.

I know I know.. sometimes sleep is the better way to ease the pains.

For another day might make you feel different in seeing your problems.

I know that as well.

But I also know..

That when someone finally lose her guards and can’t stop those tears, something might really break her down.

I know it oh so well, for.. I’m like her.

I always keep things for myself.

I don’t want to bother anyone with my problems.

Doesn’t mean that I don’t have any though :p

Heyy.. I’m still human (and not aliens) and I’m still living on the same planet as youu.

We will always have problems as long we’re still living in this world.

Want to be trouble-free?

Go to the other side :p

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From time to time, a question always popped in my head, the very same question which I still couldn’t answer.

That question is :

If I lost all my belongings, would I still be the same Indah as before?

Mm.. some people might think I think too much of the unnecessary, huahahaha :p

But I don’t know.. guess that since this question keep popping in my head once in a while from time to time so I guess this might be an important one for me 🙂

I wish I could say confidently that I could and I would still be the same Indah as before.

Cause in a way I don’t want to be too attached with things I have now.

Even if I lost all my belongings, that shouldn’t have changed the very core of me for my identity shouldn’t be based on my possessions.

But.. I’m not there yet, I guess, that is why this question just come and go anytime it pleased, ahahaha :p

But lately the “I don’t know” answer has changed a bit into a “might be”, hey heyy.. it’s a progress, isn’t it? :p

What makes it change?

Hmm..

That is because I finally realized something I oftentime forget to remember.

It’s about.. my family 🙂

All these times I guess I was somewhat detached from my own family.

I kept my distance and didn’t let myself totally involve in any emotional roller-coaster journeys in my life with them.

I only got one heart and I needed to protect it.

Looked like I was “enjoying” my detachements for too much, up to the point where I somewhat felt numb.

And something inside of me demanded a change.

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Kamis, 8 Oktober 2009

This day when I first arrived at the store, a song suddenly just popped in my head.

I don’t remember the whole lyric and after Googling, I found the full lyric that I want to share with you just in case you want to sing along with me :p

Lyric’s taken from :

http://www.suaranafiri.com/song/index/106

The title of the song is : “Sungguh Indah Kau Tuhan” by Jonathan Prawira

Let’s sing..

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Kucari wajahMu
Temukan kasihMu
Kau bukan Tuhan yang jauh dariku

Kupanggil namaMu
Kudengar jawabMu
Kau Tuhan yang s’lalu dengar
Seruan hatiku

Sungguh indah Kau Tuhan
Penuh kasih dan sayang
Kau tempat penghiburan
Bagi setiap hati yang terluka

Sungguh indah Kau Tuhan
Menara perlindungan
Kau sumber kekuatan
Bagi semua orang yang membutuhkan

~.*.~

“Have you ever felt the kind of headache that made you felt like your head was splitted in two? I have. And you know what cured it? It was when I starting singing gospels that little by little I felt better and it was all gone! And I somewhat felt peace.”

Someone was once said that to me a few moons ago.

(and he said it again just now on Saturday, October 10, 2009)

Hmm..

I want to have that kind of peace.

And now I know I won’t ever find it by keep running away from The One who can give me that.

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Long loong time ago, a friend of mine once said, “Oh, you’re funny, Dah!” and my automat reaction was, “Gee, I’m no clown!”

Apa hubungannyaa?! Ahaha, meneketehee! *sebenernya gua sebel ma nih kata tapi nyangkut ‘bo :p*

Maybe because for most people, clowns are funny though personally I think they are kinda creepy with that artificial smiles painted on their faces.

I’d like to be able to see people’s genuine expressions, unlike those clowns who are hiding behind their ‘masks’.

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Hari inii.. Pergi ma nyokap, huehehe..

Dimulai dengan makan di resto steak di daerah Pluit terus berlanjut ke Mal of Indonesia di Kelapa Gading, ngiter2 bentar terus lanjut beli roti di Gading Boulevard and mampir ke Mal Arta Gading, lalu pulang beli sate ayam dekat rumah, hihihi..

It was always nice spending time with her.

Sekarang sih lagi diusahain minimal sekali sebulan gua ber-Mother-Daughter’s Day ma nyokap, hihihi 😀

*love you, Mamii*

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